My Pillow ~
A heavy heart leads to heavy eyes
often in a night with no end.
The pillow knows me
well this past year.
Tears accumulated in its
cotton fabric could
tell many a tale.
to any stranger who
would care to ask.
But my pillow knows
how to keep secrets
to my detriment it seems.
From loneliness,
To envy, from fears to
lies, unknown desires, on to
shame, and honor
lost.
I am but me,
with a ready smile
and an open heart.
and a soul
frustrated at its
wonderings.
Learning, seeking
self, as I do not
trust that seeking
in its self.
For I lie to me.
Wonderful me
I lie to me.
Where do you go wish to go?
And what road do you
want to take to get you there?
My eyes finally close.
and only my pillow
knows those
answers I pose
to myself.