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Life goes and goes…and nobody knows truly why….you can tell me you truly know…and I will nod my head and say yeah, I suppose, and not seek to dismiss cuz I’m like that – to each their own – …but deep inside I’m still surmising, guessing, hoping…I do believe there is some purpose to this space and time that we occupy. But could that be the secret? That we apply a purpose to begin with. Whatever the case, I believe Will, Desire and Intention have a power all their own..so we will see when all the lights are turned off and the door is finally locked tight and the sign is finally hung….what mysteries may await us after closing time. By Philip Wardlow |
Tag Archives: poetry
Cruel Master – A Poem
Cruel Master
I have no opinions of which you would care to hear;
for the heart is a cruel master which binds you tight.
Cry out and you will only get more of the same I’m sure;
another beating to send you back into the corner whimpering.
So I slink around the edges of your eyes and live
in the shadows of the moods you cast.
And hope that you never see I am slowly
poisoning the master you have come to
love.
So one day you will be free.
by Philip Wardlow 2013
THREE Poems from my younger years – by Philip Wardlow
AT THE MARATHON (GAS STATION)
AT THE MARATHON .
CHEWING BUBBLE GUM
MY FORTUNE SAYS I’LL BE ENVIED
BY EVERYONE.
AT THE MARATHON
CHEWING BUBBLEGUM
SITTING AT THE MARATHON
WAITING FOR A FRIEND TO COME
AT THE MARATHON.
WHO’D ENVY ME?
THE ONE WHO OWNS A BROKEN CAR.
AT THE MARATHON
WHO’D ENVY ME
THE ONE WITH A BROKEN HEART
AT THE MARATHON
THE NIGHT IS GETTING COLDER
AS THE CARS DRIVE BY.
AS I CHEW MY BUBBLEGUM.
WHO’D ENVY ME?
AT THE MARATHON.
By Philip Wardlow 1989
(PS. And yes I sadly had just broken up with long term girlfriend at the time n my teenage years)
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A Brother Far Away
Stomp Clomp Stomp Clomp
Marched the Family of elephants
As they trod the dusty distance
To the watering hole.
A brother far away
Hears the tink chink tink chink of steel against steel
to announce the arrival of the Big Top to town
A tenderly nudge of a mother’s
Trunk gently directs her curious baby back on
Course.
Brother feels the pokes and prods of the steel
Tipped hook as it lashes out at him when he makes a
Misstep.
The chuckling of the hyenas and the
roaring of the lions nearby incite
The lead elephant to bellow a warning
to keep away.
Brother hears the hoots and hollers of the crowd
Behind the dark circus tent as the lion’s cage lumbers by
with the great beast still asleep inside.
A west wind blows pushing through the plains , flowing over
The feather dusted clouds encasing the moon which hangs like a
Fluorescent white pearl over the watering hole.
Brother dips his trunk into the bucket and
Comes up with the last drink to be offered that night as he
Strains at the shackles to get a glimpse at the moon.
By Philip Wardlow 1995
Nothing & Something?
Nothing
That’s what I feel like sometimes
Nothing
Nothing, nowhere, no how.
When I see sunsets casting purple hues and
pinkish wisps set in a bowl of vibrant golden orange,
It always reminds me that I’m nothing
And something
A nighttime sky, filled to bursting with a voluminous moon
And a menagerie of stars and planets spinning and coalescing in a
Constant rhythm we can’t begin to see. That’s when I feel like
Nothing
And something
A single stolen kiss in the dark with a girl who didn’t know I existed until
today, soft yet firm, gentle yet wanting. Nothing exists, not even
me.
And yet something…
Clues and misdirection, blind alleys and thorough fares, leads me by a
Leash to nowhere
Yet somewhere will be the end when the journey’s through
I am humbled at times but at others
I am petulant.
I am tired of feeling like nothing
Something sounds good
By Philip Wardlow 1996
Haiku Collection I – by Philip Wardlow
Haiku Collection 1
Drive By
Her car sped by mine
My pleasant day fell apart
Tears in her eyes hurt.
Little Blonde Girl
Little blonde girl laughs.
Jumps, smiles, eyes wide with wonder
Innocence still found.
Dark Sun
Dark sun goes down fast
Warmth never there, fades away
Into the night glow.
You never know
Holes punched in the wall,
Door slams, tires screech away.
You never know pain.
The Bottle Spins
I place the bottle.
It spins as her eyes grow wide.
Fortune favors me.
Pulled – A poem
A little girl stands with arms open wide.
How must it feel to be the rope in a
game of tug-o-war?
Win or lose, it’s all the same,
the pain of strained muscles
and sinew running down to the core;
almost ripping.
Braided rope is much stronger than a little’s
girl mind or her soul that must hold to a
reality that slowly unwinds.
Her psyche is soft and pliable and will
if pulled, stretched, and thinned out
to nary a whisper of herself, will
harden in the cold stale air and become
brittle and slowly break away in pieces for
all her days to come.
By Philip Wardlow 2012
Bloody Party – A Poem
Your metallic sweet taste
drips from my mouth,
down your neck,
between your breasts,
and over your hips
to pool around
naked feet.
My bite, an aphrodisiac,
as you moan in my embrace
while my teeth sink deep
into veins drawing
life into my own.
Your river of red flows, it travels
pulsates, it beats, a rhythm
keeping time to a force where
I now control its course.
Slower, fainter, weaker.
You gasp in ecstasy at your
perfect death.
I lay you aside,
and move on to the next,
after all this is my party
and I must attend to all
my guests.
By Philip Wardlow 2012
This poem was originally published in the online magazine called The Carnage Conservatory in 2012.
Just in Form – A Poem
My eyes linger a little too long,
as they dilate to drink her in.
Would I cut them out,
I would still remember her perfectly,
every line, every curve, every niche,
the photons press against her flesh
to bounce off to land upon my own.
But I am not her demon,
I am not her love,
I am nothing.
I will be forgotten
once my tribute passes from me
to her.
Why do I care then if my presence makes
an impression?
Why do I care that I see a false front behind
a hope that is slowly slipping away.
Perhaps I care too much
about everyone.
Even her,
who didn’t ask me to,
to see her sad eyes,
where a smile truly never
crept in.
The sensitive child of desolation
lends me my third eye
into her soul.
I need to learn to ignore it
for it never does anyone
any good.
More damages to be had
If my heart should linger
So I will only think of her in form,
as lines, and curves in space, to admire
and to put the order of
the world in its rightful place.
By Philip Wardlow 2012
The Fool – A Poem and aren’t we all at one time or another.
The Fool
I left my only picture
of you back on the moon.
I guess I’m screwed at ever
thinking I’ll be getting back
there anytime soon.
I could ask you for another,
but your narcoleptic and
you always fall asleep at
the exact moment my
lips form the question,
as if you’re a priest who
doesn’t wish to hear my
confession.
So sorry Mr. Man in Black
with that trace of white at
the neck that always looks just
a little too tight.
My truths are real.
My passions are true,
And my love, ah… well my love
turned me into fortune’s fool
for you.
By Philip Wardlow 2012
My Nature – A poem (but not really my nature…really)
My Nature
Like a cosmic sandwich in my hand
I folded space and time
and slipped through to you,
To when you were younger,
innocent, happier, and ignorant
of your fate cascading towards
you like a deadly comet careening through
a vacuum straight for your heart.
I knew the path you would take around the sun,
a planet on a collision course
that never had a chance to live but
you were so beautiful as you hung there
in the sky…a celestial angel.
Barely out of its primordial soup
from a single celled organism you
were flung to extinction as my
foot first felt the earth.
I am a black hole you see,
for I let nothing escape
when it reaches my event
horizon.
I consume, I devour…
as I did you under that
ancient fall night sky…an eon ago,
with the bright eyes of a thousand
stars as my witness to
your cataclysmic destructive end.
It is my nature, my make-up and you were
the unlucky one to have
crossed my path.
By Philip Wardlow 2012
Mr. Pancake – A Poem an Ode to People who annoy the hello out of you
Mr. Pancake
You are a walking pancake in my way!
A brainless angry flapjack in my otherwise
glorious day.
My eyes roll up,
as you talk your stupid pancake talk.
Stop!
…Talking!
Mr.Pancake…Just stop!
I know you think you have something
important to say.
But I don’t live inside your thin
bulbous blueberry head.
Sooooo…
Go…
Away…
and I will put my fork down.
by Philip Wardlow















