I'm forging ahead into the far flung burning like an ember running down a shadowed trail just past the witching hour.
Stars peak at me through the trees as I traverse, curious at my passage whispering amongst themselves at where I might be going.
I would like to know as well, for it's always been a mystery to me, I forge, and I forge, and I forge always wondering where my beautiful failures and successes will take me.
It's mid-Spring and
I'm going home today.
The cool air bites a little this April
but the sun flits teasingly through the trees
as I walk up to her, my home, and
I feel unbelievingly warm inside.
She will be my resting place, my abode, my shelter
she will be there to greet me with a loving smile
and inviting arms and I will embrace
her wholeheartedly.
For a while, I had been wandering on the shadowed trails
of life, but the place in her called to me
like a deep forest magic compelling and
pulling, no force on earth could alter my new path
that my feet found once they knew where to look
for her.
I knocked upon her door, she opened it and grinned that silly grin
and I asked if I could stay forever more
She nodded and laughed, happy as a
soul could ever be.
And I have never stopped loving the home which
I found in her.
by Philp Wardlow June, 12th , 2023 (but really April 20th, 2018)
Step into the EYE... walk into the unknowing. What are afraid of? Delve...delve...delve deep.
Fear is a weighed response to a possible biased outcome of your own forging, fear not that future, for it could unfold into a thousand other delightful experiences.
You will never know though, unless you step into the EYE.
So step, take my, let us both see what's on the other side together.
She is nestled here amongst me,
our energies intertwined
exchanging soft electricity,
nuzzling.
A quiet moment created where space
and time slows,
juxtaposed
with love and longing
amid fears and frailties
that are forever timeless.
She shouldn't have to wonder, nor
should she ever worry in regards
to if we are forever.
But she does, oh she does,
soft and hard she does.
I hold her all the tighter
so she knows my energy is all hers,
pure and bright as the noon day
sun and just as
comforting and warm.
By Philip Wardlow May 10th, 2023
The day’s
doldrums drone
on from dawn until
dusk and the mucky muck
lurks.
An insidious thing
the mucky muck,
pulling life out,
removing all
motivation for movement
as the spirit tries to escape
a maze never seemingly meant
to be solved.
With a thrum, thrum
insistence to be heard, the mucky muck lurks
skulking deep,
latched on like a
fat tick needing
to be pulled out,
cut out, or burned!
Mucky muck leave me be
For I swear, with
sword in hand
I will cut thee
Slumber comes for us all
and dreams accompany
with portents to perturb
or pleasures to unfurl
and enthrall
Desires beg to be consumed
just as fears wish to ruin
the world inside, convincing us
our contentment is a mere
illusion.
A wrinkle of doubt forms a
shackle.
Guilt a weight to drag us deep deep into the ocean
But this ain't no cruise
Cuz we're paddling always paddling
As we scramble for the cork
To plug that leak.
while the sun shines shines and
the storms creep creep.
by Philip Wardlow March 22nd, 2023
You who seeks to think she can choose her own way.
My arrows fly faster than you could ever run think to run
Hide you say?
Escape from love’s sharp arrow is but a myth, whether it be unrequited, thrust upon, stumbled into, taken, or laid in siege, so shall you feel it’s thudding sting into you deep and anchored in full.
My arrows when flung seek only but the beat of the heart, so as long you shall live so shall it find you whether on the highest sunlit peak or the dankest deepest hole in the bowels of this dark earth.
I find you a prize worthy only unto me. You shall have no other I have decreed. Long have I sought such a consort for eons, for I have dwelt in perpetual solitude allowed only to offer love to the ingratitude of others
To be cursed and denied it my entire life is cruelty alongside the cruel.
The lot of this world are mere cavemen, still fresh and immature in thought and nature from the hole they crawled out of…
Squirrelly in action, violently trying to get that nut, not knowing why the compulsion drives them, while many others sit on the beach sunning themselves as the tsunami(s) roll ashore, smiling as their children make sand castles in the grand shadows of the approaching waves.